This mornning, i ask hazel to take shoes to wear. She pick up the green one and i ask her to pick up the pink one. Surprisingly, she goes back to the room put the green one down and pick the pink one back to me. Hazel listen vary well ..better than speaking. However, she would sing lots kids songs with blur pronunciation!!!
She like dance, sing and drawing !! After the experience of watching "LIVE" 標準舞比賽, she like to wear skirt and hold my hands to dance like 華爾滋. It is vary cute and also enforce me exercising!
Since fred has gone for a biz trip, hazel would call out "拔拔~" whenever she saw a CRV. She sounds so sad like daddy is driving the car away from her without picking her up.
During those daddy not home period, i takes hazel to the school for a walk or run. Actually , i just kill the time and also hope it would help her sleep earlier and easier.
It does not do like what i hope for a sleepy baby but she got some mosquito bites! Anyway, she seems to have a good time there and i would remember to bring the mosquito spray with me another day.
whenever the grandma put the new dress on hazel, she is so happy starting dancing turning. Also, she would gon the front to of the mirror to check on how does she looks!
This week, hazel is keeping high temperture as 37.5~38.5 up and down. Except for the coughing and stuffy nose, she seems to be ok. And, she has the hard time at night sleeping. I need to check if she is over 38c that she should take a medicine or giving her some ice pillow to make her feeling better. Last night, hazel is watching me seeping the floor. Then , she just took away my tool and started copying me sweeping the floor. Vary Cute! Even in a bad cold, she is so nice in helping me doing the house works! 父母出運了!阿毛孝心感動天.希望感冒快點好起來~
Hazel has been in high tempture these days. She don't like to eat anything but water and milk. Except for not eating , she seems to be just fine. Feeling somthing wrong that i took her to see a doctor this mornning. And "yes", she is even 38.5C in the hospital. As she grows up more, she is not crying stopless in the hospital but pulling me out to leave the doctor room. Should i say it is good or bad. She would do something but just crying. She just recovers from Eczema, and now has a cold. I wonder if it is coz of the rain last friday. The grandparents waited the taxi so long in the rain with hazel.
Hazel had broke more than one record last weekend. She had slept at the grandparents' house for two nights. Moreover, her poo-poo finally landed Safly into her baby-potty. Too sad that she still keep the record at sleeping late after 10:30 pm.
First, i cannot sleep whole last night. Before 7am, i woke up to wash the clothes and sweep the floop. And, i have hazel take a bath before leaving for a lunch appointment. However, ilin's daugher is sick in highh tempture. Later, i try to reach the nanny if i can send hazel to her place. No one is answering the phone. The nanny might go out somewhere for a day. Finally, hazel like to sleep around 11am. (ps. Recently, she like to seelp at her little baby bed.)八成是看出他老嗎快抓狂了,趕快“睡“盾去~
At the Kaoshung trip, i am not able to take lots pictures because somthing goes wrong with my camera. Thinking back, the camera already worked from Year 2002 till days before the trip. The camera has been recorded many important milestone in my life (MBA/ Wedding/Baby Born/ Baby 1-2 yrs). 不是特效, 只是相機壞了
Last weekend, we all went to KaoShung. 1st Train: Taipei-> KaoShung (High Speed Train高鐵) 1st Airplan: KaoSung (Flight 華信)
Taking the airplan back to taipei, Hazel seems to have no particular feeling about the "air". Is that meant she is ready for an oversea trip? **Since the waiting line is so long, we would take hazel to take the Love Boat (愛河).
Hazel is so excited in the hotel. She keeps on jumping on the bed and say 跳跳虎. Somehow , she is SO......Excited and Happy! Actually , this is her first time traveling.
In this case, she not like to have a nape in the afternoon. Actually, hazel like to sleep when we wait the cabe to the dinner.
At the RC dinner, she would like to sleep and not like to sit right. Since i have the RC many times, i decide to take care hazel more to let others to enjoy their 1st RC steak. To calm her down, the grandma even let her try litte red wine.
After the dinner, we just go to the river side to take the love boat. I don't like to wait in line then we just have hazel played in the playground. And , she enjoy listenning and dancing in the river side concert.
As an employee, there are contracted responsibility that you can quit anytime. As a mother, there are lots responsibility till you dead. These days, I have been think about my childhood what i don't like and like. I just like to do better mother job from my childhood experience. Last night, i try to put hazel to sleep alone without any help. I was so "empty" and scared that i don't know how to deal with it. From my childhood experience, there is no bed time story or talking. Maybe that's the reason why i can take lots pictures of hazel but I can not put lots words beside. If i need to take care hazel alone at home, I need to learn more from others not my childhood experience.
「愛」不只是噓寒問暖;「愛」也不光是甜蜜的鼓勵和雙臂中的寵溺:「愛」有時還必須懷著擔憂講兩三句別人不願意講的難聽話,但在「愛」裡就是沒有疑慮。 If i choose a 9am-6pm work , I could away from my mother responisbility?
Since i wear the sun glasses a lots, hazel like to play on it by wearing herself or toys. By accident, she just pull a lots that the glasses finally broken. I cannot help saying loud at the spot, and hazel seems to know she is wrong. Hazel just looks upsad either. What can i say~ 她涉世未深. At this time, she is trying building up herself confidence. I kiss her and try not to blame her. Anyway, 等她大了再跟她清算,叫她賺錢賠我一隻. (就像我賠一支手錶給我爸.)
The grandma takes hazel shopping at the department ,and the sales clerk feels hazel is so cute and beautiful then give hazel free 燕窩 3小杯!Also, 市值龜靈膏一碗 free. Fred and I are all thinking the reason is the grandma boutht 龜靈膏...So~ Anyway, it is true that hazel always can get people saying Cute and Beautiful. Since i am not dress up or have make-up, i feel like to hide away at the time. Because..people would try to see who is the mother and father providing such good gene. Lots times, i can help thinking if others would think i am MAID!!
Suddenly, hazel ables to talk more words to express herself. She like to say the most is "I want to be hold in the arms我要抱抱嘛~“ or asking somthing like “THIS!! THAT!!這個,那個". Hazel knows to fake crying to get what she want. I really not used to "talking" to my BABY! She is not only satisfied with milk but anything can be. It just feels like she woud say to me "Mom, we really need to sit down and talk about it 老媽,我們該好好坐下來談談!" anytime soon. Scaring~ I am panic as hazel was just born. I really admire some of my friends taking their baby alone, such as Ilin and Su-chi. Inspired from the call from Ilin, I think of if it is time to take care of hazel alone myself not sending to the nanny. Maybe i am not born to be good mother but practice woud make perfect. Don't know...thinking...
As usual, hazel had an Sogo Day at weekend. At the event, the vendor is giving away ballon at the game. Hazel is unhappy for not having been given the ballon starting upsad 嘟嘴. Actually, she not know that is a game. The ballon is giving with reason. It is not giving her but you have to join the game. However, for a 20months old toddler, she is not socalized and knowledged the complex "Marketing" game. At this phase, she need more confidence from positive perception.
Since hazel has been fever for 2 days, I decided to have another check up in the hospital. Not like to eat, i asked the docotor if hazel can take some babysalt點滴,營養針. The doctor just recomand to live in the hospital because the babysalt taking need to stay in the hospital over night. She is so upset and angry in haveing the needle stay in her hand and we have to hold her by turns becase she not like to stay on the bed of the hospital. At the midnight, she is so angry swinging her hand with the needle. Then, we figure out her hand had swell and hard. Also her tommy is unconfortable as 脹氣. The needle had been moved by her moving a lots. Finally, the nurse takes the needle away and she like to sleep on the bed herself. Another day , she is not
Yesterday, I had taken hazel to the hospital two times. First in the mornning , she was checking the not straighten thumb. Later in 7 hrs, she was checking the 40c fever. 傷風感冒都快一輪了. 我(罪魁禍首?)->hazel->Grandpa->Grandma->Hazel->Uncle->Who's next?
Hazel kept on moving...grandma cannot hold her at all. It is cute seeing hazel using the kid's shopping cart. Sitting between gandma and grandpa, hazel is having a buffet! Cannot get into the show place visiting grandpa's trade bouth.
Hazel like to play not sleep after 10pm. Her dad just 打屁屁 and she cry a lots. After...we ask if it hurts...she said " 好痛". Where she learns that from? The toddler is amazing in learning....
After crying.....still playing ..even kissing~ 小孩注意力only 30 seconds?
Hazel has hard time at the beginning of sleep last night but not waking up till this mornning after 10am with my gentle mornning call. She kept on calling "阿媽!阿媽!阿媽!". Actually, she would call out loud "阿媽!" when the telephone or door bell rings. Then , it is not hard to tell when visit her the most. Later, I called "阿媽!" if hazel like to talk to her. However, she just keep quite not will like to say anything . When the phone hands off, she starts to say "阿媽$^$%$^%$ 阿媽@%#$^". Later i mention "阿ㄍㄨ“ would see you tonight and she starts to laugh with joy. Vary Cute!!! Then, i tells her many times "阿ㄍㄨ“ would see you tonight and she always give me a laugh with joy. 小孩真現實,阿公不見一週已經不太愛叫了.
I should aware that she grasps her ear a lots days or weeks ago since the doctor asks me when is the last time checking her ear. However, hazel just had the health check last saturday at Chun-Shan Hospital and the doctor said nothing (she only check the throat not the ear!). No wonder peeple would question Pediatrics in this hospital~ She cried starting when we arrived the clinic outside..even when we were waiting till had checked....so long...and vary angry~ Hazel need to have continuing checking till it is recovered.
Hazel is vary moody when she passed 1y6m. According to the book, it is common as an transition. She is big enough to know she can express herself not only accepting what we give to her. However, the expression is "crying" not "communication". Lots mornning, she not like to go out to the nanny's place. She would star to play her toys around like she is not planning go anywhere but playing at home. Hazel is smart to play some tricks with us.